Hastily
Why so hastily
Friendship, forged in love
Hastily tossed away
I feel as though we were never friends
Waking dreams of a life with you
A life that is more than a little unlikely
To have you might as well be impossible
But in my day-dream you are with me
Nuzzling your rosy cheeks deeper into my chest
You are, you just simply are!
Woman, how I envy you…
For you ARE and yet i still must BECOME
And I lay there awake, for I would dare not miss seeing you asleep
Asleep you are God
Your breath warm and steady
Your hair unkempt (you never brush it)
Your body clinging to mine
Your soft skin,like an infants
The rise and fall of your bosom
You always complain about your body to me
Even in our closest moments
That Sinking Feeling 